It has been year, and this is the fastest year in my life till today. It’s a beautiful journey with kranthi, started thinking of it once I saw my 1st anniversary approaching. I am really happy for what I have today or what my parents have chosen me or what god has destined me for life partner. I always thought there’s no one who can love, adore, encourage like my mom. To my disbelief kranthi does all that including being a critic and correcting me from my little mistakes. I wouldn’t call it a year full of happiness; we had our own bad days where we failed to understand each other. If there aren’t any disturbances, we wouldn’t have learned more about each other. Life without that little cat fight is real boredom and we are not different from any one out there and I proudly say we are one loving couple made for each other.
When she first moved into my life, all I want is to give her is the best comfort in this new world and make sure she would get everything wanted and needed. I bought her clothes took her out very often, call friends home and entertain, do all things possible and finally, what I had in reply? A complaint you don’t love me. I really got failed and asked myself will anyone do this I am doing all I have known and can, altogether trying to stand out as a best husband, what the hell in this world this women want? I try to see what she’s after. Before it got too late I realized that it’s not comfort, luxury what one looks out from his/her partner but lot of concern and love. Knowing or understanding a women is not that easy, as I say I am reading her from the day one and even after 30 years from now If I complete my bachelors degree I will be proud and will ever never give up to acquire it.
We had our own best days only after I learn to say or show that “I Love Her”, whenever I get a chance, still need to get lot better on this. A day where you can’t show or at least tell her that you love her or care for her is a considerably fail, how many times did I fail in this first year? Oh my!! More than 200 days, It doesn’t matter I really enjoyed the fun of making her fall in love with me those many times. I am learning every time and will be learning more.
Everyone think he/she’s a great lover on earth, until you find a person who loves more and expect the same from you then you will realize, where you stand in this lovers race-Me, nowhere. I only realized after comparing what I give to what I get. A man can perfectly judged by his partner, where he can purely see his image of his inner beauty. To me kranthi is like a mirror where I get to see lot of my qualities which are unknown to me from years-truly speaking of what I am inside other than outside. I never know that I am such a workaholic, I just can’t sit still without doing anything, and I don’t know that from last 20 years at least. There are many of this kind, how can I add little respect to my friends, how much patience I need to gain, how much anger I need to work on, these are all the shadows of me where I failed to watch myself. I am really blessed to have her as my partner and I say that wholeheartedly with all love.
